I have a story to tell

I have a story to tell
I hold a life’s experiences with me

My son reaches out to me
“Ami, mein Ahmed”
“Ami, mein Shaziya”

I hear them but I can’t respond
My heart aches to tell them, let me free
But do they hear my story?

My only friend is a paid nurse
My only companion is this salaried help
My only help is the white uniformed staff

Wandering in the corridors
My only moment in the day
Is when I am out of my room
With my friend, seeing across the horizon of Mumbai

Do I feel cold?
Do I feel warm?
Do I feel happy?
Do I feel sad?

“I have a story to tell”
But, only if you could hear me.

It Does

If fate were to decide
It does

If destiny were to play its role
It does

If life were to spring surprises
It does

If love were to betray
It does

If faith were to falter
It does

If trust were to vanish
It does

If humanity were to fail
It does

If religion were to be questioned
It does

That is why they say
No matter what you DO, there is some larger plan that DOES.

Monsoon

You bring many memories with you
You rekindle many emotions that have long since been buried

To stand with you on top of a mountain
To breathe you in me
To watch how you settle yourself slowly into the sand
To watch how you blend it with the rest of the sea

To watch you cleanse each soul around you
To watch you make others fall in love
To watch you control the temperatures of the day

To share with you the joys of bathing the sadness away

They say the first rains always bring joy,
Will you promise to bring happiness with you?

Monsoon

You bring many memories with you
You rekindle many emotions that have long since been buried

To stand with you on top of a mountain
To breathe you in me
To watch how you settle yourself slowly into the sand
To watch how you blend it with the rest of the sea

To watch you cleanse each soul around you
To watch you make others fall in love
To watch you control the temperatures of the day

To share with you the joys of bathing the sadness away

They say the first rains always bring joy,
Will you promise to bring happiness with you?